"I have to make sure she gets through this last year of school and gets settled once she's accepted to college." He knew she was pursuing that route because they'd talked about it at length. He may only be a part-time dad, but he's devoted to it.
"It's not as easy as you think," he retorted with a little smile. "Someone else has to think your work is worthwhile to publish it."
He actually stuck his tongue out of him. Did it show his age? Absolutely. But James was being such a boring realist that he deserved it. That was a flawless logic that Eli was going to be sticking with. Especially as he reached between them to grab a pretzel to shove into that realistic mouth.
"Dream a little. I'm here to be supportive and you're squashing me!"
James chuckled while he chewed the pretzel. Or what was left of it after the bag god smashed between them.
"Patience. It'll only be a year or so." Though, he remembers how long a year felt when he was a much younger man. "By the time she's all settled, I should have everything put together to submit for publication again."
"I dreamed about you for over two years. I think I can do patience."
Eli gave him a look of amusement and gently brushed a crumb off of the man's lip with his thumb before popping that in his mouth so he could suck it off. This was a good brand of pretzels. He was going to have to remember this for the future.
"I need to find the rest of your works so I can own them all though."
God, did Eli have any idea how sexy he was when he did things like that? First the ketchup at the diner, now this. The boy sucking food from his fingers is clearly something James was going to have to get used to.
Of course, he had a few spare copies provided by the publisher. So, he could provide Eli with copies of things that had limited publications. He grinned and nodded. "Let me know what you have and I can see to the rest."
Immediately he rattled off the two he had before moving the pretzels to the table this time before throwing his arms around the man to kiss him. This was the greatest. Soon he could be someone who could tell the world that he'd read all the published works of James Cooper.
He held Eli close, drawing out that kiss. Perhaps it was a good thing they were in a public place to keep James from letting his body rule his mind. But there was still a little following around they could manage in the privacy of this room.
James pressed another kiss to Eli's lips, prying his tongue between them for something deeper, more lingering. It rubbed against the resident muscle, mapping out the wet, hot terrain of the boy's mouth. And only when he needed breath did he pull away, but not very far. He trailed his lips against Eli's jaw, letting his hands slip a little lower to cup that firm ass.
He trusted Eli to tell him if it was too much too quickly.
That kiss went places he wasn't expecting. Places he didn't mind at all. It left him whimpering softly into it as he gave himself to the man to learn these new lessons.
So out of breath now, he squirmed from the continued attention. However he didn't ask the man to stop. He fully trusted James to keep to what they agreed. They weren't going all the way in the library.
That didn't take everything off the table though and his little virgin mind was full of curiosity now.
And perhaps one of the nicest things about having a more experienced partner was that Eli didn't have worry about things like hickeys. James didn't have to battle specifically teen hormones, so he could back off when he needed to (even if he didn't particularly want to).
"I had a fantasy about you in my lap." Though it involved a lot less clothing.
Something he'd never gotten to explore with anyone was this. Exploring each other. More than that he'd never gotten to learn how much he loved having his neck attacked like this. It felt so amazing.
He breathed out a long sigh, trying to figure out how to frame it. He'd never really had sexual fantasies about Eli before... Well, he's sure Eli could figure out when. Which made James just the tiniest bit self-conscious that Eli might think his attraction was more physical.
But wasn't he here trying to learn more about Eli, too? Didn't that show that his interest wasn't just in the young man's body? He already felt like he knew a part of him through his schoolwork, too.
"It happened after I saw you at your job. I found myself daydreaming about the two of us in a private room where you were dancing for me. You ended up in my lap, somewhat like this." Somewhat. In his fantasies, Eli was grinding on him relentlessly. And James is getting harder just thinking of it. Thank goodness he's muttering all this into Eli's ear so he can't see the boy's face. And can hide his own.
"You ran your hands down my abdomen, undid my fly, and pulled my cock out. Then you got rid of what little you were wearing and rode me." Of course, it was a fantasy so they didn't worry about things like lube and condoms.
He shuddered as he listened to the words. There was no way that wasn't a turn on and he knew he was going to touch himself thinking about that fantasy the next time that he was alone. Biting his lip, he shifted on his lap, aware that this position meant there was no way for him to hide how turned on this made him.
Licking his lips, he let his fingers glide over James' chest as he took a deep breath. "And your clothes stayed on? I rode you with nothing on?"
Shit. Sharing all these fantasies while they're still in a semi-public place may have been a bad idea. James sucked in a shuddering breath when Eli trailed his fingers over his chest. No doubt he could feel James' heart pounding, too.
The teen swallowed and let out a shaky breath. A soft laugh followed as his fingers plucked at the buttons of that shirt. Not to open them but just because his hands needed something to do in that moment. Eyes closing, Eli smiled a little.
"Maybe..." he began, finally moving to look Eli in the face again. "After this we could go somewhere to be alone." His place. Eli's place. Hell, a hotel would work at this point.
"Not to have sex, but just to fool around a little."
Slowly, he opened his eyes to gaze back into those eyes. Not to have sex but to fool around a little. Those words made his heart pound in his chest and he ended up smiling as he nodded his head, moving his hands back up to push into that mousy hair.
"We could go now. Go somewhere now to fool around," he murmured softly to him. "We could have run into each other here. And you are giving me a ride..."
"If you're sure that's what you want to do." He'd be more than happy to be alone with Eli somewhere where they can kiss and touch and explore each other.
"We should probably clean up a little in here, first." Give them time for their obvious hard-ons to calm down before they step out.
He wanted that to be very clear. This was his choice, his suggestion to do this now, and he really wanted this. Eli smiled at him then gave him one more kiss before hesitantly sliding off of his lap so he could start cleaning things up.
He felt a little bereft once Eli left his lap, but he too stood up to help start stacking the books neatly to be returned to the shelves. He checked for crumbs and lamented that he hadn't grabbed his bag before they left so he didn't have any wipes to wipe down the table.
"I think yours is closer, but if you'd rather we can go back to mine. Wherever you're most comfortable."
He breathed out a little laugh and smiled. "Yours would make more sense if we ran each to other here and I'm giving you a ride." It fit the story better. And it would cause fewer trips which reduced their chances of being seen. So it all worked out.
Eli's smile widened and he trotted out of the room to put the books in the return cart before coming back in to grab his bag. He wished he could hold his hand on the way out but he knew that would cause a stir if they were seen by people they knew. But just walking out together? That would be fine.
"My place is small but we'll still be comfortable." He at least had a nice big bed that would be good for fooling around on. "Ready?"
James nodded and gestured for Eli to go ahead. "After you."
He followed Eli out of the study room and then the library. Once again, he had to climb in his car and open the passenger side door from inside so Eli could get in. After starting it and getting in gear, he reached over to lay his hand on Eli's knee.
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"It's not as easy as you think," he retorted with a little smile. "Someone else has to think your work is worthwhile to publish it."
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"Dream a little. I'm here to be supportive and you're squashing me!"
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"Patience. It'll only be a year or so." Though, he remembers how long a year felt when he was a much younger man. "By the time she's all settled, I should have everything put together to submit for publication again."
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Eli gave him a look of amusement and gently brushed a crumb off of the man's lip with his thumb before popping that in his mouth so he could suck it off. This was a good brand of pretzels. He was going to have to remember this for the future.
"I need to find the rest of your works so I can own them all though."
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"I can help with that."
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"Seriously? That would be amazing! I want to read all of them!"
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"Thank you!"
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James pressed another kiss to Eli's lips, prying his tongue between them for something deeper, more lingering. It rubbed against the resident muscle, mapping out the wet, hot terrain of the boy's mouth. And only when he needed breath did he pull away, but not very far. He trailed his lips against Eli's jaw, letting his hands slip a little lower to cup that firm ass.
He trusted Eli to tell him if it was too much too quickly.
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So out of breath now, he squirmed from the continued attention. However he didn't ask the man to stop. He fully trusted James to keep to what they agreed. They weren't going all the way in the library.
That didn't take everything off the table though and his little virgin mind was full of curiosity now.
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"I had a fantasy about you in my lap." Though it involved a lot less clothing.
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"Tell me about it?" He really wanted to know.
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But wasn't he here trying to learn more about Eli, too? Didn't that show that his interest wasn't just in the young man's body? He already felt like he knew a part of him through his schoolwork, too.
"It happened after I saw you at your job. I found myself daydreaming about the two of us in a private room where you were dancing for me. You ended up in my lap, somewhat like this." Somewhat. In his fantasies, Eli was grinding on him relentlessly. And James is getting harder just thinking of it. Thank goodness he's muttering all this into Eli's ear so he can't see the boy's face. And can hide his own.
"You ran your hands down my abdomen, undid my fly, and pulled my cock out. Then you got rid of what little you were wearing and rode me." Of course, it was a fantasy so they didn't worry about things like lube and condoms.
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Licking his lips, he let his fingers glide over James' chest as he took a deep breath. "And your clothes stayed on? I rode you with nothing on?"
Because that sounded...so hot.
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"That's right."
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"That sounds really sexy..."
Not creepy. Not too much. Very sexy.
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"Not to have sex, but just to fool around a little."
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"We could go now. Go somewhere now to fool around," he murmured softly to him. "We could have run into each other here. And you are giving me a ride..."
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"We should probably clean up a little in here, first." Give them time for their obvious hard-ons to calm down before they step out.
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He wanted that to be very clear. This was his choice, his suggestion to do this now, and he really wanted this. Eli smiled at him then gave him one more kiss before hesitantly sliding off of his lap so he could start cleaning things up.
"Where do you wanna go? My place or yours?"
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"I think yours is closer, but if you'd rather we can go back to mine. Wherever you're most comfortable."
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"I asked you. That means I'm comfortable, okay?" Then he gave a quick kiss to his lips before stacking the books.
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"My place is small but we'll still be comfortable." He at least had a nice big bed that would be good for fooling around on. "Ready?"
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He followed Eli out of the study room and then the library. Once again, he had to climb in his car and open the passenger side door from inside so Eli could get in. After starting it and getting in gear, he reached over to lay his hand on Eli's knee.
"Which way?"
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