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𝔾𝕒𝕛𝕒 ([personal profile] returnanew) wrote in [community profile] bsumone2023-07-15 07:22 pm

❝ Our greatest glory is not in never falling ❞


{ but in rising every time we fall }
💮 gaja 💮 nam 💮
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[personal profile] flumen 2024-04-16 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
Even with the transition from one year to the next being clearly marked by humans visiting him in droves, it's hard to tell one from the other. A few hours over the course of a single day is barely more than the blink of an eye for one whose life has already spanned many centuries, and will go on for many more. Not that time is particularly important to a dragon. Or rather, no time matters aside from the wait between visits from a certain bird. He will never admit it, but any time between visits from Gaja is far too long, which is something he once thought he would never experience.

Nam rises from the large rock he'd been sitting on the moment he hears the bird's feet touch the ground. He takes a few steps toward the approaching Gaja, though until he fiery bird is closer, he won't stray too far from his own fire. This time of the year, he normally wouldn't dress in such light, sheer fabrics with so much skin exposed, but this is a special occasion. They're moving into the Year of the Dragon. He's gotten a visit from the only one he's still accepting company from. The most special occasion of all, however, is that Nam wanted to. He wanted to go all out and feel especially beautiful. He wanted to spend the early part of the evening, when it was still light out, gazing at himself in the river's reflection, vain thing that he is.

So he sticks close to the fire until Gaja gets close enough for Nam to be able to soak up the heat that radiates from him. "If you've come seeking blessings for the upcoming year, then you'll have to look elsewhere. However, if you've simply come to honour the dragon, then I'll accept one more visitor." He tips his head to one side, allowing the fire light to catch the sparkle at his inner eye as well as the gems in his hair. Just a little something more to catch Gaja's attention. Not that he's trying to make himself more appealing to some silly bird.
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[personal profile] flumen 2024-04-25 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
No one but the phoenix truly honours the dragon nowadays. Once upon a time, the humans did. They didn't go to see him just because there was something they wanted from him. Sometimes his generosity saw him gift them something in return anyway, but that wasn't their purpose. Perhaps he was too generous and did this to himself. Perhaps he's the reason why the humans came to him only when they wanted something. His willingness to give paired terribly with the humans' willingness to take. And take and take. There are the occasional humans who remember what it is to truly honour Nam, but they are the exception, not the rule. And they are usually humans not yet old enough to become greedy like their elders.

Nam tips his head the other way, watching in relative silence as the bird watches him. Then he looks down at himself as though he isn't fully aware of exactly how he looks, as though every part of his appearance isn't meticulously planned and executed. "I thought there could be no better way to start the Year of the Dragon than to look my absolute best." Nam will gladly take the reason (excuse?) that Gaja so kindly gave him. Though they both know that there's far more to it than that. Far more than either of them will easily admit.

Reaching out, Nam brushes a stray strand of fiery orange hair from Gaja's face. "If it's the gift of your time and company, then I have to decline. I'm afraid I've already had more than enough," he says as the hint of a grin tugs at the corners of his mouth.
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[personal profile] flumen 2024-05-27 06:38 pm (UTC)(link)
And Gaja is the only one who Nam counts as a friend. It really is difficult to make friends when one lives forever. To befriend anyone or anything that doesn't just feels like a waste. Their lives are but a drop in the bucket to something immortal. It's hard to want to get attached when the friendship will end before it ever really began. And then for someone like Nam who can sometimes take several human lifetimes to start warming up to someone, it's simply not worth it.

Add onto that the fact that Nam so rarely leaves his river (making it difficult to even meet anyone who doesn't already know where he is or doesn't just stumble across him) and that most only seek him out to request things from him...

The bird is his only friend and he finds he's quite okay with that.

Nam's eyes drop to the bag, and the box that Gaja pulls out of it. He's seen that bag plenty of times before and he knows the sorts of things that come out of it by now, but he's not presumptuous enough to assume that it's something for him. He doesn't reach for it and instead waits for Gaja to hand it to him. He runs his fingers over the box, taking in and appreciating the beauty of it. Had the gift been no more than the box, itself, that dragon would have been grateful for it. And he's about to express as much when he opens the box and sees what's inside. His eyes light up in a way that they only ever do for Gaja. The gift is truly remarkable. Beautiful works of art. He slips them onto his fingers and then holds one hand out toward his small fire, watching the way the light reflects on the metal claws.

"I think you've outdone yourself."