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[personal profile] conturbatus 2023-06-24 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
A little touch-starved, but mostly for a very specific kind of touch. The kind of touch a masseuse doesn't provide (he's thought about that before), and the kind the boys he's dated in the past didn't provide. Well, maybe it's a little more accurate to say that he didn't like the way his exes provided the kind of touch he wanted so he always brushed it off. Or he just didn't like his exes. That one is probably the most accurate.

Regardless, he's fine with paying Dal just to spend time with him. Just to lay with him and cuddle with him and play with his hair. He's fine with giving Dal the money he doesn't really have to be spending to just be with someone who isn't expecting sex from him. It's odd when he really thinks about it, spending money on a hooker because he doesn't want sex, but it works for him. He doesn't need anyone else to understand it.

Seong lays with his eyes closed, head in Dal's lap. It's nice. The way Dal runs his fingers through Seong's hair is comforting. It's peaceful. It's quiet, aside from the noises creeping in from the other rooms. So it takes him a little by surprise when Dal speaks up. It's not that they don't speak to each other when they're together, but tonight . He opens his eyes and rolls over just enough to look up at Dal.

"Draw me?" Getting to speak Korean with Dal has also been nice. It makes him feel a little less homesick. "Um, okay. Sure."