"All three. But it's worse at the fullest. The first and last day it's like you're sort of aware that you can't control yourself but there's nothing you can do. The night of the fullest though? It's just emptiness and you don't remember anything until the next morning."

Which was never a comfortable experience for any wolf. Having a pack helped to lessen that and provide comfort because when feral you just wanted to stay near family. The world was too big, too scary otherwise. It was why a lone wolf could be so dangerous. More so than an entire pack.