As they walked, Sam looked at all the plants around them. They were absolutely stunning and he loved beholding them. But he was soon pulled from his thoughts by that question, one that he could tell was taking his feelings into consideration. He watched him for a time and then looked back to the plants around them.

For a time, he was quiet, gathering his thoughts together to figure out what to actually say. What would be good to even say here?

Only he already knew the answer. The truth.

"I fell in love with you years ago. Back in our early days in America." And then he'd kept his feelings to himself and loved Matthias all this time. Never telling him or letting him know until now. Always aware that he wouldn't have his feelings returned. Was it a punishment? No. Not at all. Just an acceptance that this was how life was for him now. This was who he'd fallen for.

"I don't know if demons are capable of love so I thought that at least I could enjoy my time with you until you grew tired of me. It has just been nice that you still haven't. That you still come home to me every single night and stay with me while I sleep. I know I'm an entertaining meal for you but at least I get to see you smile and laugh. And, even though at times it hurts, I'd rather have that than nothing at all."